Today ,while writing this I didn't plan on writing it but it's a kind of heaviness in my heart which feels so burdening which has made me write this heavy post.
I have been from time and time taught by life that things will not go as planned.
I like a stubborn child get impatient for some time,then a 30 age bracket clock strikes my mind and I am again a matured lady.
I miss you mom at days like this when life's too busy and enjoying in teaching me how I have to patiently wait in queue for what I deserve cause it will happen at its own time.
I miss you on days when I just want to give up and you would ask me "how about a cup of tea" and just like that after that cup of tea I would feel better.
I mis you on days mom when I feel I am going to spend my life alone and you say to me ,"you don't worry, eventually things workout and if it doesn't we will figure it out together".
I crave that companionship.
I miss our orange parties in this spring of February which we used to relish sitting outside in our verandah.
I got a dog mom, I remember how you would say a dog will never come.I wish I didnt listen to you then.I miss you on days when I thank God for sending Lucky,our dog into our life.
I miss you in nights,when I wake up from a dreaded dream looking out for that warmness to calm me down. But you are nowhere to be found.😔
I wish to meet you soon and complain, tell and share all my heart desires and happenings.
You are truly being missed.
Love you mom💗
