Musings of an overthinker and Forgetful being!!!!!

I happen to go through my old posts today and I was astonished at how beautifully I had put down my feelings into words that touches every bubble of my memories. Also, it brings a feeling of resentment to my present self as to why have I haven't followed through and wrote more irrespective of life's happenings. How could I be so distant from my true self to even do what I like. Anyways, I am back to writing. I don't know or how long but this time I want to write as much as I can breaking my own records and being out there. The fear of judgement, writer's block nothing can stop me cause recently I realized we all are nothing but fragments of an atom floating in space and waiting for our chance to explode.  In my writings , I have often stressed on loving self and being wise to always chose yourself but how often do I myself do that. Not sure but few times. Seeing my mother always putting us in front ahead of her own needs, was not good for us at kids at the end of the da...

  Writing is of essence to every emotion we feel, how difficult it may be to process something, it always has a way to sink in through unspoken words. All of our life, we underestimate ourselves that we cannot take pain, even a sight of someone hurting, pokes a deep pain in your heart. But when life throws unexpected issues or sadness towards us, we as nature's creation, take it on and do it full justice.  However, then, there are people like me who never truly feel the emotion at the moment and try be the strongest in the room and eventually pass the time with a numb tingling at the back of the mind. For those moments, I am my own made up version of Superwoman who has seen it all and can bear it all. Then strikes a wave, with strong currents of remorse, anger, guilt and other unspoken emotions that haunt my being in the moments of solitude.  I often feel, is it a superpower or a curse that I roll in these waves with no control of the depths those emotions take me into. I...