If life was a movie..

if life was a movie, i would have been standing in the rain and would have made everything perfect..
Like in a movie, my Mr.right would be waiting for me and we both would go for a long walk  all along the beach naked feet.
 Lol, i know ,itz just a fantasy but it doesn;t cost  anything at the end of the day.We often go into our wonderland, but practicality that is, our "life" teaches us everything.

     A good friend of mine told me once i was sad that "enjoy something else" and the other minute i was happy , i would thank him for shifting my perspective to positivity. If life was a movie i would have never had so good friends to stand by me, so i feel life is better than movies.if movie was life  i would have missed on sweet and sour tastes of life....

Love was my life

it;s so weird while thinking about our future we imagine so many things.But do they really lie in our future or are they possible in our future.If life was a movie, i would be standing in the rain and would be working  out all the things easily.times gone never come back, was said so true today i realized , i lost the love of my life, which was actually my life.All the fairy tale, teen fantasy came to an END. 

The worst part is wasn't loosing him, was loosing me...

When we are in a relationship, everything seems so great. But when it;s all over everything comes back, it flashes back.it all comes back, a whole scoop of memory but he never does.i think a part of me knew all this would happen.it;s not really anything what he did, or what happened, but a feeling  that came along with it.
the crazy part is i don;t know if i will ever feel like this way again but i don;t know if i should.
time changes, people change, everything is moving so fast.But i guess the fairy tale is over.I am standing alone to face the world on my own.I wish i could turn back time and everything would be awesome.but i am glad i have my best memories which i would always cherish...