Saturday, February 23, 2013

FRIENDSHIP OR MISTAKE


It;s not always easy to confess what you feel.You are surrounded by thousands of fears.Children have fear of telling their bad marks to their parents,a boy fears confessing the feelings to a girl for a fear of rejection.But have we ever though at that single moment what we lost.We lost a new phase of life filled with anger,despair ,happiness.Though i know no one wants to see the bad part of life,but that doesn't mean we run away from things ,as it chases us to the end...


In the hilly areas of Shimla,a prestigious college "ST MARTIN'S COLLEGE" stood, it was a 200 acres college , colored red,blue and white.The best thing about the college was there was a lot of place for lovers,the campus was huge,the library was  big enough to give a private room to every reader and to the lover's which had couples lined up on the wooden chairs, a big canteen area with lots of delicacies, rajma chawal was the speciality of the canteen ,which was only made on Thursday's , a big line could be easily spotted  on Thursday's which started at 12 pm and went on till 9pm at night.


There was no dress code in  the college so there were all opportunities for girl's to show off their dresses. The hostels of girls and boys  were facing each other,with separate balcony for each room, the girl's hostel were painted red  while the boy's hostel were painted blue.It was a great view to see when the girl's came out in the balcony and the guys lined up in their balcony just to have a single  sight. .In that aroma of love,jealousy ,crushes,infatuation among the girls and boys ,was blossoming a great friendship in the second last year of college of four friends Kriti,Pankhuri,Veer,Hamid. They were like best buddies who went for parties,hanging out in college,playing truth n dare,making fun of whatever they found,there was a long list of bills at various canteens of the college.
But the best adda of their meeting was Rock Street,which was situated at the most busiest place of the 

city,where there were long sessions of hukka,cigarettes,bear,vodka.Rock street had a kind of different aroma,it wasn;t like any other cafe,it was a jehad's supporter 
cafe.the walls of the cafe were filled with saying on the pastured walls"Seen it all, done it all, can’t remember most of it",It’s been lovely but I have to scream now",Mess With The Best,Die like the rest!!!.
The lights were always dim and a big LCD was kept at the front end with many chairs and tables lined up in a messy way,the crowd was awesome ,no one cared what was happening around, people were busy making circles with the smoke sucked out of hukka, checking out the girls n guys having beer...there was a personal cabin for couples,which was never free, either there were reservations or it was always occupied ,having a glass partition which showed the outer view but no one was able to peep inside.


The buddies were like the best of each other, they were inseparable.They shared every thing from what was hot those days to the best girl in college  with a best smile, 



most flirtatious one etc.kriti was a south Indian beauty,curly hairs,her eyes were big ,always khloed,added  a lip gloss as a touch up .She was simple in her attire but her simple beauty defined her best ,also known as "senorita" as her eyes spoke everything whatever  she wanted the other person to understand,there was a charm about kriti that she didn't had to work  or worry hard to get some work done, an extrovert by nature .Her ambition was everything to her but Hamid could do anything for his friends,a big flirt,he was available even at odd hours,bole toh dost kae liye kuch bhi karega,he was the most smartest in the group in all terms whether it was studies, girls,or manipulating people.he had four girlfriends and all were of same batch but of different branches of study.Hamid acquired his skills from his dad, who was a Casanova of his times, but his mother was equally irritable, she always taunted Hamid for joining his father's business but Hamid had other plans to open a restaurant of his own  so he took admission in the far away college.
.Kriti and Hamid were different kind of friends , they never had same thoughts ,there was always a clash in their views but at the end one Pepsi would work wonders.there was a pact between the four if one of them had to make others agree on their view, Pepsi was the way out"pepsi kae liye kuch bhi karega".Veer was the richest n the most spoilt one,The "Bigdi aulad"as was addressed by his friends ,he was the king of the group but Pankhuri was the bandit queen .All what was missing in the group of these youngsters was filled by pankhuri, she was a punjaban.Her every sentence started with "teri maa ki...,bhains ki aankh...",but one thing that justified her act was she was a single mother child.Her stubborn nature never let anyone see what was runnin inside her mind.No one in the group was ever able to read her mind as she was like kurkure chatpata,full of surprises,you never know how she would react. She had a strict father with a working mother ,in her childhood  she was never allowed to step out of the house alone,she was always accompanied with a cousin brother who lived at their home(came for further studies) or by her father who was usually not available due to work.her father expired after four years of her class 8th exams due to a long term disease.

All this was friendship but after five years things were not the same,there was rock street, the same college with new students,same canteens but the four of them were not together anymore......something has happened that shook each one's life.....something that would question friendship...




WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART......THE STORY HAS JUST BEGUN...



Sunday, February 17, 2013

LAILA AUR MAJNU BHI EK DOOSRE SAE JUDA HAI...!!!

Every flower has to bloom,
Every door has to open,
every heart has to beat
then why does it look reasons to beat.....

har shayar pyaar ko kareeb sae mehsus karke  use shabdo mein piro kar,hum aam logo kae saamne yun rakh deta hai, jaise pyaar nahi toh duniya nahi 

                    pyaar nahi toh yeh prakrati nahi,
                       pyaar nahi toh humara wajood nahi...

Filmon mein bhi jub kisi ko kisi sae pyaar hota h,toh har jagah thandi hawayein,pahad aur gaane gungunae lagte hai...

par jab hum apne aap sae puchte hai,apni life kae andar jhak kar dekhte hai,toh kya pyaar sach mein jaruri hai.Itna jaruri  ki hum uske  bina ek kadam bhi nahi chal sakte.Zindagi mano tham si gayi ho...

Main nahi jaanti kyo pyaar zaruri hai,shayad isliye kyoki bhagwan nae shayad hume hur cheez naap tol kar de hai.kuch agar diya hai toh bahaut kuch liya bhi hai.
Jab pyaar mein logo kae dil toot-tae hai,toh mano aisa lagta hai kisi nae aapse apki soul cheen li ho.Zindagi sirf "Emptiness" ka naam reh jaati hai.par yeh zaruri nahi hai ki har pyaar karne vaale ka pyaar successful ho.

Aaj ki bhagti hui zindagi mein,jab kisi kae paas number dial karne tak ka waqt tak nahi hai,us waqt aap kaise kisi sae expect kar sakte ho ki vo aapko usi shiddat sae yaad kar raha hoga,jaise aap use har pal mein mehsoos kar rahe honge...
Pyaar zindagi ko kareeb sae mehsus karne ka  naam hai,iska matlab yeh nahi ki hum khud sae ,pyaar karna chod dae. Apne aap sae kiye hue vaade(humesha life ko positive lene  kae aur har mushqil mein khilkhilate rehne ka) ko itni aasani sae bhul jae.Agar pyaar yeh sikhata hai aap doosre ko unconditionally pyaar karo toh yeh bhi sikhata hai ki bhagwan nae hume jo zindagi di hai,hum use yun waste naa kare aur use kisi kae liye ,apne liye jeeye .life ko worthwhile banaye...

Jaise shahjahan nae pyaar karne vaalo kae liye aur apne pyaar kae liye "Taj Mahal"jaisi ek misaal chodi .jise dekh kar aaj bhi log pyaar ko mehsus karte hai.Kya hua agar vo hamare kareeb nahi,usse sikhi hui baatein,life ki gehrayi,zindagi toh hai.kyo naa apni zindagi ko aisi banaye kae jub hum is duniya sae jaaye toh puri duniya hum yaad kare.kyo naa kuch aisa kare ki khud khuda bhi hume bananae par faqr mehsus kare .
Zindagi mein pyaar ka kabhi ant nahi hota ,pyaar hamesha ek shuruat hai us zindagi ki jisme hume  kuch aisa karne ka mauka milte haijisse hum khud ki nahi doosre ki zindagi mein bhi khushiya ,positivity laa sakte hai...

                                         Is daur mein kaisi wafa,
                                      khamosh hai hum toh,
                                      tujhse hum kaha khafa hai ,
                                   tune chuna hai vo rasta tere liye jo bana hai,
                                 ehsaan tera main manu tanha mujhe jo kiya hai,
                                jo pyaar tera hai khoya,
                             lagta hai khud sae mila main.
                            tere bina hum jee lenge ,
                        phir kyo rahe koi gile......

jisse humne pyaar kiya,hume hamesha uska shuqriada karna chaiye ki usne hume life kae sahi hai maine sikhane kae liye, in whatever form .they taught us to value emotions,to look out for the one's who love us and most importantly we learn to pay heed to what other's don't tell us.thus life is a form of love,cherish it,live it even if it goes away from u for a while.

life is too precious to not do the things one wanted to..
                          So why not promise ourselves to love unconditionally 
                         
                             every flower that blooms,
                            every bird that sings,
                             every leaf that falls down in autumn,
                             every second life gives us .

REMEMBER THE GLASS IS ALWAYS HALF FULL!!

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Madness called love...

THEIR IS ALWAYS SOME MADNESS IN LOVE,BUT THEIR IS ALWAYS SOME REASON IN MADNESS!!




Love a magical word, as we say.In our teens (school days),when girls and boys face love as an "attraction at first sight",waiting for those 45 minutes long periods to get over and then go to water coolers  to quench their thirst and look for that very attractive,charming lovely face in a throng of students and declaring it as a successful one.


All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you


There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with youOnly you


No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..


You know its true,I just wanna be with you

E
EEveryone,each one of us has faced those fairy tale days.those butterflies in the stomach,when Romeo and Juliet seemed to be God and Valentine's day was the national day of lovers.Such a great feeling it was to cherish over all our lives.

                  Love has always been crazy,crazy as hell. In the times of 90's when mobile phones were not in trend and telephones were only meant for parents,love found it's way through love letters,which created a strong bond between those lover's who were struck hard by cupid.
Love had it;s share of various names Crush,Infatuation etc.Lover;s declared each day as Valentine;s day pleasing each other with flowers,chocolate etc.this crazy feeling was so hard to resist  that when in love,students bunked their classes,tutions just to spend time with their lovers.Even during the test,the students looked for that very face,which was their topmost priority at that very point.

Now tell is it crazy or not.....But love has helped us to meet our inner self,how deeply ,madly we can love a person.Dying,fasting,goin through pain all is a part of that love.lover's in a stint of a pulse are ready to give their most precious life for the one they love.So many novels,biographies have been written and taught but still today love seems a pool of enormous emotions one can can dive over....Today I thank God ,for creating love in this world where there is no time for love but as we say love always finds it's way.

“There is nothing love cannot face. there is no limit to its faith, its hope, its endurance. Love will never come to an end. Prophecies will cease. tongues of ecstasy will fall silent. knowledge will vanish…there are three things that last forever:”

thus love is never ending madness...!!!!!



Friday, February 15, 2013

LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT...!!!

We usually take life for granted.  Acha aaj nahi karte , kal kar lenge. It is our favourite dialogue of all the time. Jabki hume pata h, abhi nahi toh kabhi nahi. We may call it our laziness,dependence over tomorrow or a way to run away from things. But the truth is today, now ,present what we have in our mind.
                                                     In our childhood we were so enthusiastic that we usually ended up pleasing ourselves  with candies,raja rani,aampachan,balloons,water colors. But today our only ambition is or we may say our way to prove ourselves in this stereotypical Indian society is to compete and run like wild horses who have just been freed from a prison.
           But have we stopped for a second  and thought what we have been missing all this time when we were running like wild horses?.......We have been missing LIFE....It;s tenderness ,those small precious moments,that smile when we saw the kids playing in the park,our close relationships,our friends,our families..But this so called world has taught has to belittle love.Whatever form it takes art,poetry,painting,spending time with family seems to be a thing of past.
                 In the age of blackberry and i-pod,we seem to distant,far away from our being than at any other time.
It's time to look for those small things , which if not present in our life makes us empty from within. It's time to thank god , thank our parents,kiss our wives/husband,thank them for whatever times they have stood by us, without expecting anything in return.
Come on people, my dear friends pick up your paint brush and colour the canvas of your life with bright lovely colours filled with enlightenment,forgiveness for those who hurted for, love for our dear ones as no one knows what holds next............................


LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS FOR HOLDING ON.....