I personally have got a big effect on my life from my father's side.He has always been a tomb of a strict , idle personality which not usually had smile on his face but when he smiles/d it seems everything is perfect, in place and the way it should be.
You cannot rely on anyone but your dad cause he is the one who taught you to walk , how to fight the bullies in school, how to drive the car and enjoy and live life in it's true meaning.I can never think or imagine my life without him .
But as it is life , it teaches you how to LIVE.I'm living my life without you Dad.Everytime I see a girl holding her Dad's finger I remember those times when you taught me how to cross the road .I envy her/him and complain god about being so unfair to me that you are there right in front of me and I cannot call you out and standing on this never ending road with no one to rely on.
In life you always need someone to rely on, it can be your family, friends .It's like the whole world is walking with you but inside you are all alone and waiting for that finger which will help you to stand up and lead you to your path.
Every day I question myself , before going to sleep "How I'm supposed to live my life without you " and a long deep silence comes and disappoints me.
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