It's been long since I penned down anything....
But today, its important to write not for anyone else but me.
Lost so many things in this duration of 5 years that I no more identify myself as the same person I used to be.
Perspective toward things and life changed like a new season. But I don't know this season of life.
I am scared to take another step,
I am alien to how to start living my life,
It's like I am reborn again looking at the world with a new lens.
what was supposed to be a period of clarity is the most confusing time of my life.
It won't be contradicting to say that I understand the deeper meaning of things and has understood the importance of small things that I often ignored.
But I feel, at what cost.
Loosing my mother to Covid has taken away everything from me.
I no more feel sense in pursuits of life that made meaning to me a year back.
I am looking for that safe haven again.
Not hopeful but waiting for time to show what new it has stored for me.
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