How am I supposed to live my life without you!

I personally have got a big effect on my life from my father's side.He has always been a tomb of a strict , idle personality which not usually had smile on his face but when he smiles/d  it seems everything is perfect, in place and the way it should be.

You cannot rely on anyone but your dad cause he is the one who taught you to walk , how to fight the bullies in school, how to drive the car and enjoy and live life in it's true meaning.I can never think or imagine my life without him .

But as it is life , it teaches you how to LIVE.I'm living my life without you Dad.Everytime I see a girl holding her Dad's finger I remember those times when you taught me how to cross the road .I envy her/him and complain god about being so unfair to me that you are there right in front of me and I cannot call you out and standing on this never ending road with no one to rely on.

In life you always need someone to rely on, it can be your family, friends .It's like the whole world is walking with you but inside you are all alone and waiting for that finger which will help you to stand up and lead you to your path.

Every day I question myself , before going to sleep "How I'm supposed to live my life without you " and a long deep silence comes and disappoints  me.

A practical approach to Love!

To love someone passionately and give them everything you have is not every one's  cu p of tea .Anyone can promise "I will love you more than anything else "but to give that it takes a lot of courage, a lot of patience , a lot of trust on your own self  that no matter what you will give them so much love that things can never wrong.

I know readers you must be thinking , why is it that we have to do everything and not expect from the other person.I have answer for this , a very simple answer , in a relationship , we have to give our best half and the other person gives the other half .But what about our relationship with ourselves .We have to give our best to ourselves.

Give so much love to someone, that no matter what you will always rule their heart.be such an idle for yourself that nothing can bend you cause at some point you will always know you gave your best .

  

Men and women have always been different , expecting from your partner that they will always behave in the same way  you do , is always senseless . 

Changing Times!

Hey readers,
        Today I'm  feeling like sharing some thoughts that have surrounded my old school thoughts and have been forcing me to change my own thinking .Thinking of those old notions that love is a fairy tale and once you are in love everything is perfect, sky is glittering and music is always playing in the background.(That's coz I'm no more 16!)
                   Being in love doesn't mean just saying those three words "I LOVE YOU" or kissing or hugging each other , going out for movies ,hanging out .It's much more than that .I have seen couples trying to pose being perfect by calling out different names like "baby, jaan, shona" and I' not ashamed to say I said the same words to my loved one.But what makes me thinking is this really called Love.

Love is being with each other , for each other in times lows and high .Being the complete partner  with no fear to share anything .Having such an understanding that yes whatever happens you would never misunderstand  your loved one or leave them alone when they need you.
Lately I have been hating the idea of Love.Expecting  someone to understand you, give you that importance in life and craving for their attention when you know that you stand nowhere coz feelings fade with time.
It's so different and disappointing.You make someone the center of your life and you are not even a dot in their life.Never ever make someone the reason of your happiness cause it only depends on you- your happiness and sorrows.