BROKEN ANGEL {2} , THE END...

Martha’s words were echoing high in Jake’s ears. He was in utter shock. Summing up his senses together, he decides to meet Veronica.

But Veronica was now a changed person ‘ heartless’ as she seemed, she did not gave the opportunity to anyone to get close to her, know her deep thoughts.

One day, like any other depressing day for Veronica, she was invited for an award function, where she was being presented with an award for a major contribution to the society. It was a buzz among the socialites as Veronica was about to give the public appearance after a long time.

The day came. Veronica, beautiful and charming always, dressed in a black gown like a princess came to attend the event.

As the whole society was present in the event including press people, Jake came to attend the event (to meet Veronica).

“I would request Mrs. Veronica, to please come up on the stage” said the presenter. All the eyes were set on Veronica, including Jake; he couldn’t help but gaze at her. Her sweet voice, flattering eyes attracted Jake towards her. Jake was lost in the moment. Tears were rolling down his cheeks. “You are as beautiful as you were the very first day I met u, like a fresh rose” thought Jake.

Jake always cared about Veronica’s reputation, so as she does not have to face any bad situation. Jake went to the parking where Veronica’s car was parked as it was inappropriate to meet in public. Veronica being no more a social party person came early from the event. “Driver, take the car home” Veronica asked the driver.

The driver took her on the way to home, but he soon took a different road. Veronica shouted at the driver “what the hell is this?”  But the driver kept on driving. He stopped the car at the hill top. Veronica in a steady manner came out of the car and said “I will dismiss you from the job, how dare u didn’t listen to me”.

The driver came out of the car and IT WAS THE MOMENT.

Jake has asked the driver to leave early, as  according to Jake,mam has said “she will drive herself today”. Veronica was shocked, she couldn’t believe her eyes “Where were you, why you didn’t come, you left me all alone” said Veronica in an anguish way, crying. She hugged him tight “why have you now come?” Veronica asked. Jake wanted to hug Veronica. But Veronica asked him to leave.

Jake said “ I am sorry my love, the day when I left ,I became a victim of
 a foul play , I too didn’t knew fate would play such a game , the cops arrested me for carrying illegal commodities, my subordinate loaded the truck , I don’t know how I got framed for what I didn’t do and got a prison for 5 years. I am sorry my love, god knows I have remembered u each passing minute”. "But now it’s of no use I am married now and happy in my life” said Veronica. Veronica knew if she tried to run away with Jake, her husband would kill him. She couldn’t help but run away at the very moment.

Jake was left all alone.

At reaching home, her husband said “I know what you are up to”. Veronica was in shock and thought “How did he come to know?”. “What took you so late”. Veronica answered in a shivering sound “I was surrounded by some press people”. Veronica came back to her depressing world. All night she kept thinking about Jake .She couldn’t resist but meet Jake again. She went to his house. Jake was surprised and with no words to say, he hugged her tight and kissed on her forehead.”I love u Veronica”. Though Veronica knew now she had no future with Jake but the sudden extreme happiness made her forget everything. Now she would come every day after her husband left and spent the time.

Veronica knew the end and she was somewhere ready for it. She left a note for Jake saying “Dear Jake, I have loved you with all my heart. But now it’s not possible for me to meet you again as I know the consequences of it. Please forget me and move on “. Jake felt helpless but he couldn’t help it as there was no way to meet Veronica until she wanted herself.

 After some days Veronica came to know she was pregnant with Jake’s child. She had no way but to hide it.

Veronica requested her husband to let her go to her home for few days till he comes back from his foreign trip. It did not matter to the man, what Veronica wished or needed, he gave her the permission to go.

With a feeling of freedom, without telling anybody, Veronica left for her grandma’s house(out of the country), of which no one knew except Jake. But there was no probability of him coming there. Veronica spent all her days at home, with increasing times she could feel the baby within herself. It was magical. Grandma would take care of her. Veronica felt she has got something in life she could live for.

Whereas at her husband’s side, he looked for her everywhere possible, he somehow came to know about Jake and Veronica’s meet from the local’s .He abused Jake and asked him for her, but Jake had nothing to say. The man was going crazy as he had no clue where she had gone. He was worried not because he cared, but he wanted someone, in his life to take out his frustration on, which he did every night by molesting her.

Veronica was never so happy after marriage; she did everything to please herself, decorated the baby’s room, the house and sang songs. It was the day, Veronica delivered the baby, and it was a girl, a beautiful angel like her mother, red cheeks, soft curled hands, long eyebrows, so beautiful that even Veronica was scared to touch her.

She kissed her on her forehead and said “you are my angel, I will love you all my life, and no sorrow will be able to touch you my baby…..you name will be Angela”. As soon as she said those words, she started sinking. The nurse took the baby back, hurried and gave her medical treatment. Earlier it was told to Veronica, that her body did not support pregnancy (due to continuous ill treatment by her husband) , but she wanted to give birth .

It was the last time for Veronica, she knew now she would no longer live , she expressed her wish to go back to her hometown , to her old house cared by Martha , but doctors did advised her not to travel , as she had no strength and she was suffering from internal bleeding continuously. But she insisted and left Angela with her grandma and a note. She asked her to open the note when the news of her death arrives.

She left angela, kissing her on her cheeks and hugging her saying " Your mom loved you always, may god bless you…”.Veronica reached the home town at her old house , she saw all her old memories , remembered her parents and made her last wish to meet Jake. Jake was informed secretly about Veronica’s arrival to the city and her last wish , He went to meet her. Seeing Veronica in such a condition, he wanted to take all her pains but it was too late now. “What happened to you my love, what is the reason of your such situation?”Jake asked. Veronica said “It is god’s most valuable gift to me, I feel happy to tell you that you have become a father, she is as  beautiful as you, your eyes, she is all you”. Jake was mesmerized by the truth , he smiled it seemed it was a silver lining . He holded her hand and kissed her.”Our baby is at my grandma’s house, I named her Angela "said Veronica. “Please promise me, you will love her always”.

Jake promised her saying “life is nothing without you Veronica”.

Veronica in her breaking breath said “I am leaving a precious part of mine for you my love , I will always be there with you”. And Veronica died ………..

After all the cremation ceremony, Jake left for grandma’s house. When he reached the house he addressed himself as Jake and informed her about the death of Veronica. She read the note which said “I love you grandma, you have always been there, may god bless you grandma. Jake is the father of Angela .he is the love of my life. Please give Angela to Jake”.

As soon as Jake saw Angela, he saw a slight resemblance of Veronica, She smiled at him, he held her high in her arms and kissed her on her cheeks…..

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BROKEN ANGEL ......THE JOURNEY BEGINS{1}

      

      Jake was returning home after a long time, of about five years. His heart was pounding faster and faster as he was getting close by the city. By seeing those views of his city, he recalled his parents, his friends and most importantly his love, his life, without whom it was hard to bear every passing minute with increasing times. Jake was making assumptions about Veronica (how she would be? ,”she will be very angry ,but as soon as I will see her ,I will hug her and kiss on her forehead, saying sorry for the long wait.”).Jake was extremely excited.

  Bechaniyan hai, sansein ruki hai ;

tanhayion mein teri kami hai ;

                                     kaise hai yeh pal kat-te nahi hai…     

There was a bitter truth that annoyed Jake, but at the moment he could not think about anything but his love “VERONICA”.

                     At the other side Veronica once so charming, lively had turned into an introvert. She would now, never speak to anyone. Anyone who came home to meet her would have to return empty handed. Veronica was now considered to be a snobbish woman, ill tempered who did no longer cared about anything but herself. But in reality, day by day Veronica was dying, she was losing her confidence. Daily torture made her lifeless. She was nothing but a toy with whom her husband could play whenever he wanted. It was a lifelong prison for Veronica, with no way to escape.she was angry with everyone…She was used to think

“Aise bhi hum jeeyengae kabhi socha hi nahi ,jo sapne toot jaaye who judte phir nahi,dusti hai yaadon ki parchaiya teri,awwara is dil ki koi manzil hi nahi”

                        

                                  Fate was ready to play the game again….JAKE REACHED THE CITY…….his passion took him to Veronica’s  home straight away. Unknown of the joke, which fate has played with him, he knocked the door “knock knock!!!”  ..

He couldn’t wait but meet the love of his life. A feeling of excitement and awkwardness was something Jake couldn’t resist.

Dressed in a white gown, wearing an over jacket, wrinkled face and shivering hands, an old lady Martha opened the door.

Martha was the very lady, who was given shelter by Veronica unlike others. Post the death of Martha’s husband, she lived and cared for Veronica’s house .Before leaving Veronica told Martha “This house is like a child to me, I have has some very beautiful memories with this house, take care of my child”. With tears in her glittering eyes, Veronica left with a promise to come back one day before taking her last breath.

Martha being new to the place didn’t recognize Jake. Seeing a young handsome man carrying his luggage on his shoulders,  Martha said to him “there is no space for strangers, who are you?, who sent  you here?”. Jake didn’t knew what to say. He said “Can I speak to Veronica? I am a close friend of her’s ”.

Martha answered “I guess you haven’t met her for a long time ,she got married  three years ago, she doesn’t live here anymore.What a lucky lass (young woman)!”. Jake was shocked.

“Will jake be able to sustain the truth?, Will he now meet Veronica?. Will he forget her/hate her? ,Will he ever understand what was Veronica’s situation and reason to marry the man?”.

 WILL HE ABLE TO HELP  VERONICA  OR WILL HE  MOVE ON??

WAIT ISN'T OVER!!!!!!

TU JAHAN MAIN VAHAN

                                       “TU JAHAN MAIN VAHAN

                                           SANG SANG YUN CHALU TERE

                                                    JAISE TERA AASMAN”

Kisi nae sahi hi kaha hai,waqt aur insaan badalte der nahi lagti….

Kabhi ek waqt  pae jo itne vaade karte hai,unke liye kuch pal sath bitana hi itna mushqil ho jaata hai.kitne ajeeb hai yeh rishtey.Door bhi nahi reh sakte aur sath bhi nahi.aisa feel hota hai , ek deewar si aa gayi ho beech mein jiske doosri oor kuch na hi sunayi deat hai,, naa hi dikhayi.

Pyaar ek time pae kitna exciting word lagta hai naa, but time kae sath pyaar sirf ek yaad ban kae reh jaata hai.log itne lover’s ki missal dete hai,but kabhi kisi nae socha unka pyaar kae bad kya hua.How was life?.Kuch time baad sirf kuch awaaz goonjti nazar aati hai,

                                  “DIL KI YEH BAAT KAISE KAHU,

                                       KAHE BINA BHI KYO RAHU,

                                          TUJHE DEKHU ,TUJHE SOCHU,

                                             TUJHE BHI YEH EHSAAS HO

                                                KAHO TUM HI MERA PYAAR HO……

It’s better not to make promises (I will always be there for u…I will never run away..i will always love u unconditionally….we will always do those things what we love…I will never let you go…).Love always heals all pain, and I expect it will heal this too. Cause love is a very beautiful feeling.

Every girl’s dream is to get such a guy in her life, who will always love her and pamper her and she will give all, she can to him…but as we say life is not a fairytale, lucky are those who get their dream companion. Love conquers all  

BROKEN ANGEL

Today I feel like sharing an interesting story. A story about a girl, whose name was Veronica. Unlike her name she was kind, beautiful like the blooming flower, her eyes, big and beautiful, her lavishing smile was  enough to attract a man’s attention .The sweet words she spoke gave pleasure to everyone’s ears. An angel in true sense, she loved life, everyday was like sunshine. Veronica loved a handsome man, Jake, radiant like a pure diamond. People always gazed at them and said “they are made for each other”, Due to Veronica’s nature of helping everyone, Jake loved her more every day.

                                                                                                               Once upon a time, Jake happened to leave the city for some work. Veronica bided him goodbye with a promise to return soon. Time was racing against the winds; seasons came and went .Veronica’s wait seemed never ending. One day a man came in the town, shrugged clothes, in not a happening condition, he claimed to be a businessman who lost all his belongings in a storm. Veronica gave him shelter to stay for some time. The man was already charmed by Veronica’s beauty. After a week stay, the man asked Veronica to marry him. Veronica was shattered as the dreams she shared with Jake, dreamt, imagined with Jake were now asked to be shared with a stranger whom she knew only for a week. But after a lot of thought process and her deteroiting financially condition, she decided to marry the man.

After marriage Veronica tried to keep herself as busy as she can, serving the poor, helping the people financially, making donations. But in return no one knew what she was paying. She cried every night, remembering Jake, their good times spent. The man abused her physically every night, with times increasing he abused her emotionally too. Veronica cursed her life, cursed every moment, she asked god “why I met Jake when he has to go?, why I married such an animal? Till how long I have to suffer?”. It was getting difficult for her day by day to face the very man she married, her only hope of finding love turned into a horror dream, which was never ending. It got worse when the man got his friends home after drinking and they all misbehaved with Veronica. The outside world   was unknown of what she was going through .Veronica was in great depression , her only way of relaxing herself by helping others, but now the man stopped giving money to her. It was getting tougher day by day. She wanted someone to come and rescue her of this cage. She was abused regularly.

                Five years later, Jake returned…..

WAIT FOR THE END!!!!!

LOVE VS PRACTICALITY

Seeing life from different perspective….

Realtionships, such a hyped topic in school, colleges and even at work sometimes.But if we want to rise above a relationship existing between a man and a woman.There is a relationship between a father and his child, whether a girl or a boy .For a girl ,her father is a man whom she portrays as an ideal man,who will always stand  by her side and be there and for a boy ,his father is his superhero.

A relationship is like a plant, which needs to be watered, cared for and loved with increasing times. Love in a relationship is something which is to be earned by giving respect, love .but as far as I have observed, in our so called modern life style, love ,affection has somewhere lost it’s  true meaning.

Practicality is the new mantra, where relationship is a basic time pass , everyone is  so busy in themselves that love is lost. Competition is the new buzz. But dear friends, love is an eternal feeling that helps us to connect with ourselves spiritually. Is love said to happen , when two people are involved. No, our foremost duty is to love ourselves.

Though being practical helps us to be ready for coming problems, but love strengthens us from inside. Practicality, teaches us to think about ourselves first, then someone else comes, but love teaches us sharing, without sharing ,the evolvement of humanity ,would have never been possible.

                           Childhood , was and is the most beautiful period of a person’s life,where there is no space for practicality ,only love is in the air.love and respect for our elders,making bhai’s in school and saying

                              “JO MERA HAI VO TERA HAI,

                                 JO TERA HAI VO MERA”.

                 LOVE has no end and no beginning….those butterflies flattering in stomach,those long waits to meet again and saying “ab kab milenge”.they were and will always remain same…so in end love always triumphs and practically , though promises to a better future ,but life toh ek hi baar milti hai so why not fall in love again and again and expect to rise high someday in love.

                                 “Having a boyfriend or a girlfriend is not love….

                                  Having someone in your life on whom you have a blind faith that even you hurt them to the extreme they will still hold your hand and say……

          I was. I am and I will always be your’s……                                                  

that’s love”

AASAN HAI!!!!!!!

I am writing this blog to share my personal views with u all….life is so complicated ,unexpected,out of way..Recently I attended a seminar of a renowned personality ‘SANDEEP MAHESHWARI’. I had two ways of handling my life before meeting him, either running away and avoiding my problem or criticizing god for giving me so many problems(even when I have entered my twenties, I am still a kid yaar), but when I met him,, saw him,, his vibrant personality, his way of handling life, people was so impressive, touching..I can’t express my feelings..It was like I was feeling my soul, myself ,my existence in my life altogether..It is so different; life is a teacher in itself. It is like a strict teacher, a parent.

Now I am loving my life ant take gracefully whatever comes my way.I would like to thank Mr. Sandeep, for giving me abundance of understanding to life my life like a child ,,, as if “SAB AASAN HAI”.